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I started cutting when I was depressed. I don’t draw blood, I just scrape. But I stopped for a month and all of a sudden I had a huge fascination with blood. I need to see myself bleed. It’s a creaving, I can’t stop it. Right now I’m using markers and food coloring and it helps so far and I just came across that some people cut to taste their blood. I don’t do that but when I bleed I like the taste of my blood; I guess because it’s salty. I’m kinda a salt freak. I’m worried I’m going to start cutting to taste my blood. I always thought I was weird for liking the taste of blood.

 

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