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Trance

My Life’s Not Worth Living

Copyright, Trance

Im in this room
Looking at these four walls
The door is shut
The windows too

I feel so trapped
I feel so sad
Ive got no where left to go
Ive got no one to save me

I feel so depressed
I want to take this knife to my wrists
It may help stop the pain
The pain that ive bottled up for these past 3 years

Everyone thinks that i live a “perfect” life
That im as happy as can be
But they just dont understand that theres a darker side of me
Ive never talked to anyone about my hidden secrets

But as i sit in this room i dream about my death
Will it be around the next corner
Should this knife and slit both my wrists
Theres so many ways I could end my life

Should i take this overdose
Should i take these drugs and drnk all this vodka
I need to find someone who understands me
I want to end this pain it hurts to much

I wish i dont wake up tomorrow
I wish i will die in my sleep
They say tomorrows just another day
But its another day of pain for me

Ive got no one to save me
Ive got no where left to go
I feel so sad
I feel so trapped

Im in this room
Looking at these four walls
The door is shut
The windows too.

 

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