Lil Menace

How Many Times

Copyright, Lil Menace

how many times have I lied?
about what’s really going on, i’ll just run and hide

how many times have I cried?
jus broke down and had no one to confide

how many times have I wanted 2 slit?
away my life, draining all of the blood outta my wrist

how many times have I been abused?
by fucked up bastards I felt so used

how many times have I wished?
that there was a decent guy… that me, he cherished

how many times has my heart?
been used, abused and torn apart

how many times have I said?
i jus wanna die, I wish I bled

how many more days will I live?
on this earth, I jus don’t give…