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Layna

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Copyright, Layna

IThinkItsBestIfILeave… PullOutMyKnife… AndLiftUpMySleeve…
RollOverAndKillThisDream… ILookHappy… ButItsNotWhatItSeems…
ILayAwake… ThenISeeTheBlood… AndIStartToShake…
YouDontKnowWhatItFeltLike… ToFeelMyselfDrift…

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Copyright, Layna

ConsumedByDarkness
HeadHungInSorrow
WeepingTearsOfBlood.
YouNeverLovedMe.
AndNeverWill.
AgainTheBloodRuns.
DrippingFromMyVeins.
OntoTheBedsheet.ImDying.
BleedingAndCrying.ImTryingToStop.
ButItsConsumingMe.MyBloodAllAroundMe.
ImGoingToDie.IWishWhenIGo.
You’llRememberMe.AndWhatWeUsedToBe.
EverythingsFadingNow.
ImBeingSuckedIntoAbyss.
StuckImbetweenLifeAndDeath.
SomeoneSaveMe.SomeoneKillMe.
SomeonePlease.JustRescueMe.
INeedToSaveMe.FromMyself.

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Copyright, Layna

Sitting In A Cemetary
Perched On A Tombstone
Staring Into Nothing
Drowning In My Misery
This Is Where “Us” Left Me
Pick Up A Safety Pin
It Cuts Into My Skin
Blood Starts Dripping
I Finally Feel Free
I Start Carving
It Starts Stinging
Wishing This Shit Would Disappear
This Is The Fight That Left Me
With Another Scar
This Is The Fight
That Left Me With “Die”

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Copyright, Layna

Staring Into Nothing
Im Wishing It Was Something
The Craving Starts And I Give In
I Search And Find Console In A Safety Pin
I Start Scratching, It Starts Bleeding
You Start Searching, And I Start Seeing
You Start Talking, And I Start Believing
Im Down And Low, Then You Say You Have To Go
I Start Screaming And Still You Dont Hear Me
I Start Bleeding And You Ignore Me
I Start Crying And You Dont Comfort Me
I Trust You And You Betray Me
I Tell You I Love You… You Tell Me You Hate Me
I Bleed, I Cry, I Scream, I Talk, I Search… Im Dying.
Blood hitting The Surface, It’s Crimson
This Is My Life.

 

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