Enjolee
Me
Copyright, Enjolee
Im not what everyone seems to see
There is just way much more to me
You see someone happy
and you see someone nice
You see me all smiling
and you dont see my strife
There is much more to me then what you see
There is pain and anger
There is really nothing but dispear
there are thoughts of death
and thoughts of pain
this is all way down deep inside
held captive by what I must hide
you dont see the fights
and I cant see the light
You dont see me cry
and I dont know why
I want this all to end
I want this struggle and this fight
to stop and to be put past me
maybe one day it just might be
Im not what everyone seems to see
There is just way much more to me…
I’m Scared
Copyright, Enjolee
I’m scared of growing up, I’m not ready yet
I’m scared of missing you, you aren’t gone yet
I’m scared of dying early, I know it might sound weird
I’m scared of saying good-bye, and all of the tears
I’m scared of paper cuts, oh how they hurt so much
I’m scared of having to protect you from all the things that hurt
I’m scared of saying I love you I dont know if I do
I’m scared of not finding you
But most of all of loosing you!