Elaina
I Want To
Copyright Elaina
i want to draw a picture with a little twist
i want to draw it with a knife, right on my wrist
i want to see the color, the color of red
i want to clear the thoughts from inside my head
i want to feel the pain, the burning sensation
i want to fulfill this urging temptation
i want to carve the names of the people i adore
i want to feel the pain, but now i want more
i want to leave this world, leave it all behind
i want to let you know how i feel
i want to get you to help me heal
i want to get over you, the cause of my pain
i want to forget your name
i want to forget who you are all together
i want to kill myself, smoke a few packs
i want to sleep, and never come back