Death Rose

Thinking of You

Copyright Death Rose

I cut myself with razorblades to hide the pain inside
It’s just so hard, happiness is hard to find
I cry myself to sleep at night, hoping no one will hear
It’s a way to release my hurt;uncontrollable tears
Still I get angry, go in this rage
Hating you, is that so strange
Thinking of you, recapturing my fear
Lost in my thoughts, no longer here
It’s not something you can just erase
I can still remember that awful place
So yes it still hurts, it makes me cry
And think about all the ways that I could die
Thinking of you, awful memories
Haunting all my dreams it seems
Thinking of you, oh how it hurts
Thinking of you is my curse.

I Fall Down

Copyright Death Rose

I still cry myself to sleep at night
Thinking of you, holding my pillow tight
Baby I’m just so lost without you
I just don’t know what else to do
I try to think of those happy times
Remember that distant look in your eyes
I think of you and ask GOD why
Thinking of you, knowing your not mine
I’m trying to move on without you by my side
Trying to grow strong, but my pain’s hard to hide
But each time I think of you
Not knowing what else to do
I fall all the way back down
Maybe someday I’ll stop the way I feel
And I’ll slowly start to heal
Maybe I’ll stop hurting so much
But for now, no such luck
One day I’m sure I’ll get over you soon,
That’s one thing I’m sure of
But for now,
I’m trying to move on without you by my side
Trying to grow strong, but my pain’s hard to hide
But each time I think of you
Not knowing what else to do
I fall all the way back down

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