Chad
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Copyright, Chad
Stand There Before My Empty Eyes.
You Swore Everything Was True.
But Now Im Leaving This Darkness Behind Me.
And No One Seems To Care, Not Even You.
What Was Expected Of Me?
I Can Only Pretend To Tolerate It For So Fuckin’ Long.
And You All Licked The Hole That Bled, So Now Im Gone.
I Cant Help It Rains All Day Inside Me.
Im Use To The Abuse, But I Cant Take It Non-Stop.
But If Rain Was Happyness I Wouldnt Feel A Drop.
GOODBYE, I’ve Taken All A Human Being Can.
Look Down On Me.. Cause Im Expected To Be More Than Just A Man.
Now Your All On Your Knees, And I’ve Got The Chain.
How Does It Feel To Be Slaved And Your Key Has Been Swallowed?
Finally I Can Leave Everyone Who Never Believed Behind.. And I Know I Wont Be Followd.
Nothing I Can Do.
Not A Fucking Thing I Could Say.
To Make Anything Worth Living For.
To Ever Come In The Direction Of My Way.
People Come And Go… And Theres No Controlling Those Ways.
But I Consume Everyones Pain And My Body And Mind ALWAYS Pays.
I Dont Want It Anymore.. I Just Want to Be Told What I DID SO WRONG.
Im Slowly Stitching Broken Feelings.. But The Stitches Only Tied For So Long!
I Dont Feel Your Love.. So Dont Waste Your Time Someone So Unpure
Because This Heart Inside Of Me Is 100% Poisoned With A 0% Cure.
I’m But a Man
Copyright, Chad
Feelings Of Hate.. Were Born Because of You.
THis Is Beyond anything you ever knew.
I have zero motivation for things in my life
I Have Zero Faith & Hope for things in my life.
No reason to wake up in the morning.
Im sick of peoples negativity and mourning.
Ask me how i feel then argue with what i say
another reason bottled up anguish breaks at the end of the day
I’ll give you everything i have inside of me.
Im sorry nothings good enough for you too see.
I’ll fail you and hurt you twice as far.
I do nothing right but leave a bloody scar.
Ask me how i feel then argue with what i say
another reason bottled up anguish breaks at the end of the day
Every little prick that helps me think.
Every little wound that ever stung.
Every dream that died and was hung.
How Do I Feel? I Explain to you in the best form or words i can.
Punish Me For Feeling That Way. Im Only but a man.
My plastic heart my prosthetic vein
The only way to feel is to feel pain.
Camoflauge secrets of the plot you have on me.
Anti-love games you play and tear me away.
The cracks in my skull… ive lost control.
My body goes numb from the pain you deliver.
The numbness goes dead when she delivers
Ask me how i feel then argue with what i say
I assume the worst, cuz the worst is how i always feel.
The way things occur time after time i cannot deal.
How Do I Feel? I Explain to you in the best form or words i can.
Punish Me For Feeling That Way. Im Only but a man.
Brittany
Copyright, Chad
You Were The Answers To All I had.
The Only Face Who Could Make Me Smile.
You Were the Reason I Wanted to Live.
All I Had … For You i wanted to give.
I Stuffed so Much down for you.
You Were Everything I wanted in life.
Willing to be a father such a early age.
willing to be married and make you my wife.
Getting closer to the end… i needed you there.
Later on as the page turns… This World.. i cant bare.
I started to see you fade.. my skin began to hurt.
Everynight i prayed we could see you just a little more
I Prayed so hard that you would show up at my door.
Dissapointed every morning… i couldnt go on.
Nothing left without you.. everything i had is gone.
The story unfolds i went month after month without seeing your face.
Impossible to run away from.. impossible to erase.
I went over 10 months without hearing your voice.
I was alone everynight with no one.. with no choice.
The clock was ticking… and my veins were bleeding.
All this time i called for you.. It was You I was Needing.
Tradegy after Tradegy .. Death would call my name.
Everyday was more proof i couldnt win the game.
The day i saw our baby for the very first time.
I swore things would be better and this is a sign.
Once again i was wrong and so very fuckin let DOWN.
ANOTHER 5 MONTHS HAVE PASSED WITHOUT A SOUND.
Tryign to be happy.. ive tried to move on.
But everytime i try .. every decision i make is wrong.
EVERY HOUR THAT GOES BY FOR YOU AND HER I FORCE MYSELF NOT TO THINK.
I CANNOT BARE MY THOUGHTS WITHOUT YOU SO I CUT AND I DRINK.
I FUCKIN CANNOT TAKE THE PAIN OF LIVING WITHOUT THE ONLY THINGS I EVER HAD.
THE ONLY SALVATION OUT THERE FOR ME WAS BEING WITH YOU AND BEING A DAD.
I CANNOT HAVE THAT ANYMORE.. MY DREAMS WERENT MEANT TO COME TRUE.
BECAUSE LIKE ALWAYS IN LIFE.. I LOST FAITH, FRIENDS, FAMILY.. AND NOW YOU.
No longer can i sit here and mourn over the past and future tense.
because no matter what i do or say to you makes no sense.
I will never give up on her but for myself i no longer try.
When im finally buried these words will explain why.
im a failure.. i failed everyone and only im to blame..
my whole life every single day has been the same.
i was never given a chance to be there for either one of you.
i blame myself.. so i will sacrifice my life and go down too.
Drained Water
Copyright, Chad
Dont Pretend To Know What This Feels Like.
It Would Hurt Less Laying On Eighty Thousands Jagged Spikes.
Im Accused and Blamed For Being These Rusted Nails.
We Cruicified Eatchother, And We Failed.
Now Im Alone And Suffering Because I Lost My Only Scapegoat.
And Im Left With Blame, As I Pick Apart Stitches In My Throat.
I Could Die Everyday Till You Come Back, But I’ll Always Hurt.
Im Sorry Im Still Alive, I Should Be Executed For That Too.
I Apologize To Everyone For Trying To Love You.
While Everyones Happy And Living There Life.
I Watch Everything Pass Me By.
And While Everyones Lifted Up.
I See Myself Being Let Down.
If Just Once Saw A Smile In My Mirror And Not A Tear Filled Frown.
Why Does It Always Have To Be Me? Why Did It Have To Be Her?
I Just Wished I Could Consume Her Pain And Feel It Burn.
I’ve Died Every Single Day Since You Have Left Me Here.
It Wasnt Your Decision.. Its Just Living Out What I Feared.
I Sink Through Another Day.. And I Drain The Water.
Underneath My Smiles And Skin.. My Misery Lives On.
And The Loathing Wont Ever Drain Untill You Came Back To Where You’ve Gone.
No One Is Happy
Copyright, Chad
No One Is Happy.
You Wished I Believed, I Cant.. I Wont.
You Say You Love Me But I Know You All DONT
You Were My Only Medicine.. Thats Expired.
My Heart And Haterd Together Are Wired.
My Salvation Has Been Denied.
All That I Had.. I Lost.. But I Still Tried.
Too Hard To Believe Somone Loves Me.
Too Hard To Believe Someone Out There Cares.
And Everytime I Believe That Someone Does.
Is The Exact Same Point My Heart and SKin Tears.
Eyes Are Too Sore From Crying.
Hands Too Sore From Trying.
Mouth Tired For Speaking My Mind.
Legs Tired From Trying To Find.
I Wont Ever Get The Things I Want.
Never Recieve The Things I Need.
We Will Never Be Happy.. For That I Bleed.
Blossim
Copyright, Chad
I’ve Come Down To Only One Decision.
At The End Of Every Day, I Bleed Out Of This Scission
Im Just A Bleeding Scab To This World.
And The Only Remedy Is A Silver Blade.
Theres No Helping Something Already Dead.
No Point In Confessions Cause Its All Something I Already Said.
The Lord Never Giveth
The Lord Only Taketh Away.
I Never Hear Apologies Just Empty Words.
So What The Fuck Should I Care What You Say?
My Whole Fucking Life, Your Side Came In 5 Different Ways.
Break, I’ve Cracked In Fucking Two.
Im Choking On Words You Say Till My Face Turns Blue.
My Memories Are Rotted And Roses Bloomed Over There Grave.
Chains Cut Into My Wrist Like Razors Cause Im Nothing But A FUCKING Slave.
Come And See The Truth As You Squince Your Eyes.
Come Berate Me While You Hate me And Enslave Me In Lies.
My Hearts Frozen.. It No Longer Bleeds Much Anymore.
Its Just A Chain And A Lock With A Swallowed Key To The Door.
Crawling On The Floor That Stretches Into Darkerst Of Mysts.
I Peel The Stitches Out My Eyes Look Up And Make A Wish.
Just Another To Never Come True.
I Cant Be Myself And I Cant Be Anything Like You.
I Love When I Hear Lies And Its Fuckin Reason For My Demise.
I Love Hearing Nothing But Hurt So I Get Pumbled In Dirt!
You Say Eat My Own Words.. I Cant.. So I Will Swallow My Razors.
You Say Believe In Faith.. I Believe In Nothing But Pain.
Rusted machine
Copyright, Chad
Did Anyone Stop To Think I Wouldnt Be So Negative And Be Such A Failure.
If They Took A Second Out To Be There And Love Me Like I Always Said.
Now Nothing Will Ever Good Will Come Out Of This From The Negativity Engraved In My Head.
Sometimes I Feel Putting A Smile On My Face Is A Impossible Task.
And I Only Get A Knife In The Heart For All I Ever Ask.
You Say Good Things Come To Those Who Wait?
Well I Should Be Oh So Thankfull For All These Bleeding Scars.
It All Crumbles In My Eyes.. I’m Never Fit To Be At My Best.
I Feel At Every Wrong Time Im Awakend Painfully To Fail Another Test.
I Guess My Words Are Just Scars And Scabs.
Combined With Your Twisted Words And Knives That Stabb.
I’ve Bled These Nights Dry With Suffering.
I’ve Cried My Eyes Dry With Wishing.
Your Just So Fucking Heartless.
You Cant Cary Baggage Except Your Very Own.
Heaven For Fucking Bid You Actually CARE!
My Heart Runs Off A Rusted Machine That Runs Off My Blood Rush.
I’ve Spilt SO Much This Machine Is Running On “E”
Too Late To Fucking Live, To Late To Fucking Save Me.
Just A Suicide Machine, Just A Self Exploding Nightmare.
I Am Rusted And My Bolts Shatter And You Couldnt Even Care…
The Only Times You Will See Me On My Knees Prayin Is To Tell God I HATE HIM
You want To See Me Smile? Get Your Staples, Needles And Thread.
If I’m Still Breathing Im Alive.. And Your Still Wishing I’m Dead.
I Cant Breathe, Only Suffocate.
So Why Dont You Just Finally Self-Deteriate?
Your Voice Brings Maggots Inside Out My Intestines
Only Eating Every Sacred Memory I Hold True.
Your Love Is A Battle Ax Chopping My Heart In Two.
I Refuse To Stand By And Be Ripped Apart Any Fucking More.
No Title
Copyright, Chad
I Try To Cut The Memories Away, And Bleed Them Out Of My Skin.
How Can I Gauge Lonyleyness.
I Never Felt So Fuckin Damn Alone.
Not Even My Blood Keeps me company Any Longer
All That I Have Left Is Broken Bones.
And They Left Me Weaker When They Needed To Be Stronger
All I Ever Did Was Try TO Help.
Always Fuckin Kicked Right In My Broken Ribs
In Search of Salvation But Nothing Else Inside Lives
Im On My Own.. I Cant Believe I Let You Do This.
Stop Hiding All The Fucken Beauty.
Everything Worth Loving Is Behind Masks.
And Every Goal I Have IN Life.
Is Just A Impossible To Complete Task.
My Chemical Imbalances Make Me Very Dull.
I Can Feel My Stupidity Cracked Into My Skull.
alot of people have walls of fakeness and emptyness…
Ive Tried For Years To Break Down Those Walls.
But Every Last Bit Of Salvation Falls.
All these Secrets Are Buried With A Lock And Key.
And No One Will Understand Untill They Stop Hating ANd Judging me.
Grip
Copyright, Chad
I Felt The Knife In My Palms.
I Spilled Every Last Drop All Over Jesus’s Useless Psalms.
Tried TO Lock The Bathroom Door As Fast As I Could.
I Shed Off Ever Last Layer Of Skin Like I Should.
DOnt You Realise, When I Bleed, I Bleed FOr YOu.
No Matter How Much You Mean TO me.. I Dont Mean Shit To You.
I Felt The Knife’s Handle Bar.
I Gripped It Tightly To Relieve A Brand New Scar.
You Watched Me Bleed Right Before Your Eyes, Did You Try To Make Me Stop?
No.. You Turned Your Head Every Last Fuckin Blood Drop.
My Face Has Turned The Brightest of Red, In Fury and Rage.
Knowing Deep Down Inside Im A Monster In His Cage.
I Bleed On The Bible Till I Soak Ever Last Page.
No One Will Ever Release Me From These Bars Of Steel.
So Watch Me Suffer WHile I Force the SKin TO Peel.
I Love You, Want TO Hold You As Tight As This Blade.
Everylast Dream I Had For You.. You Slayed.
I Want To See You Every Morning That I Wake.
But Every Time I Tell You I Love You.
Its More Of My Everything You Take.
There Goes Everything For Nothing.
Nothing I Said Or Did Ever Counted.
Every Last Bit Of Sadness Has Amounted.
Hallow, Broken
Copyright, Chad
Cant Dodge Bullets If There Already In My Skull.
Refuse To Give Up, But I Already Gave In.
All This Madness Has Left My Bones To Cave in.
You Made Me This Way, Forced Me TO Hate Everyone.
The Love I Feel With The Comfort Of Owning This Gun.
You Say You Love Me.. Yet I Hate Myself.
Do Your Words Mean Anything.. Because Your Actions Are Nowhere.
I Gave You THe Key… You Swallowed It.. And Didnt Even Care.
Hanging Myself With Razor Wire
I Choke and Bleed Because Your THe Fuckin Liar.
I Hang up BY THIS RAZOR WIRE.
Force You To Watch.. YA LIAR
Though The Cuts Arent Visible.. There Still There Bleeding
Stabb.. Grind..And Twist The Knife I Feel Within.
All The Stitches Inside.. Not Even Stitches Can Take Off This Grin.
New Cuts Everyday.. All I See Is Sadness In THe Air.
I Look Up To These Rotting Hero’s Of Mine.. But There Never There.
WHo Is Stupid Enough To Nurse And Love Something Like Me?
Someone Insane Enough To Aid My Bones And Joints When They Break.
All I Understand Is Theres Nothing More Inside I Can Take.
Exscuses And Rumors Made To Make Me Out To Something Im Not.
Bullshit Reasons And Gossip Is All You All Got.
You Have One Last Thought Before I Remove You From WIthin.
Like A Deadly Virus I Kill You With Scissors And Pins
My Blood Has Turn To Burnt Out Ashes.
Every time I Trusted You.. Trust Smashes.
You Say You Love Me.. Yet I Hate Myself.
Do Your Words Mean Anything.. Because Your Actions Are Nowhere.
I Gave You THe Key… You Swallowed It.. And Didnt Even Care.
Hanging Myself With Razor Wire
I Choke and Bleed Because Your THe Fuckin Liar.
I Hang up BY THIS RAZOR WIRE.
Force You To Watch.. YA LIAR
Hallow and Broken.. Inside im Hallow.
Inside of my Heart.. I Feel SO Broken.
Theres Nothing Else Living Inside For You To Kill.
I Said I Wont Be There.. But We Both KNow I Will
Die-teary-ation
Copyright, Chad
All These Broken Promises.
And All The Times I Just Cant Run Away.
Picking Up Pieces Of Yesterdays Dreams.
Are Todays Bleeding Nightmares.
Pure Hatred Inside, All Love Has Died.
No Hope For Hopeless People Like Me Who’ve Tried.
I’ll Always Swallow The Shit For Your Ways.
I’ll Always Pretend The Pain Has Gone Away.
Fake My Smile, Disgusted Is All I Can Be.
Im Never Happy… Unless Its You And Me.
You Couldnt Care Less About What I DO For You.
I’ll Always Deteriate From The Throat Down.
All These Games You All Play.
Everything That involves Me In Life.
Tonight I Turn TO My Razor Bladed Friend.
Only Comfort I Have Is The Steel.
When You Turn On Me and Hurt Me.
The Scission Helps Me Feel.
All The Problems.. There All My Own.
Still BY Myself I Cannot Deal.
Every Single Feeling I Ever Spoke Has Been Ignored.
Every Single Time I Reached Out I’ve Been Ignored.
Laugh In My Face For Me Telling You How It Feels.
But Dont Talk Down To Me When The Skin Fuckin Peels
All I Have Is Cold And Worthless.
Everytime I Look Outside, I See Black Rainbows.
Your The Only Drug I Use.. Only One That Makes Me Laugh.
I live for Razor Blades and Alcohol.
All I Am Is A Curved Razor Bladed Ball.
No Matter What Way You Touch Me.. You Will Bleed.
All I Am.. Is Everything IN Life You Dont Need.
How Many More Years Could I SIt And Wait.
How Much More Emptyness Could I Bare WIth No One There But Hate.
This Addiction, My Habbit.. It’s Typically Self-War.
Stitches, Scabs, Wounds… Scars..
All of It Makes Me Crawl Back For More.
Now My Arms Look Like Shredded Meat.
Cuts And Bruises From Hands To My Feet
Scissors, Razors, Needles, And Knives
Symbolize How This Has Destoryed Our Lives.
Dont Think Anyone Can Ever Understand.
How Much A Release It Is With A Sharp Object In Hand.
Hearing The Flesh Get Torn Away.
Seeing The Color Red.
The Longer I Tear This Skin Away.
The More These Wounds Have Bled.
I Hold It Tight And Close To The Heart.
As I Quickly Tear Every Inch Of My Skin Apart.
I Have No Remorse Untill Im Laying In A Pool Of My Own Blood.
I Cannot Control Myself When I Scrape Away The Skin.
This Is Purley A Unstopable Addiction… And It Always Has Been.
Pain Is All I Need To Feel.
Prove To Me That These Nerves Are Real
My Skin Is Begging To Be Split Open
Tired Of Looking For Reasons To Bleed.
Shut Up Skin, And Beg Me For Pain!
The More Skin I Lose.. The More SatisFaction I Gain.
Dont Pretend To Care When Steel Hugs My Veins.
It’s My Only Coping Skill At The Same Time Gives Me Pain.
Blood Spits Out… It Puts A Wicked Smile On My Face.
Look What I Did.. Blood Splattered All Over The Place!
My Blood Has Already Dropped.
And I Gurantee These Cut Marks Cant Be Topped.
The Bloods Aready Dripped.
I Accidentley Hit The WRong Vein.. I Slipped.
The Vein Is Exploding Blood Like A Valcano Erupt.
My Blood Is Oozing and My Skin is Corrupt.
I Cant Go on Cuz Im Already Bleeding At the Heart.
All Thats Left Is For My Skin to Be Torn Apart.
SELF.SELF.SELF MUTILATION… CUT.CUT.CUT AWAY THE SKIN
Self Mutilation V2.0
Copyright, Chad
This Blade.
Has Forced My Skin To Pay.
My Skin Has Paid Dearly.
Looking At My Arms.. You See Clearly.
The Very Tip Of The Razors Sting
Explains To You Why Its Mutilation I Bring
This Addiction, My Habbit.. It’s Typically Self-War.
Stitches, Scabs, Wounds… Scars..
All of It Makes Me Crawl Back For More.
Now My Arms Look Like Shredded Meat.
Cuts And Bruises From Hands To My Feet
Scissors, Razors, Needles, And Knives
Symbolize How This Has Destoryed Our Lives.
Dont Think Anyone Can Ever Understand.
How Much A Release It Is With A Sharp Object In Hand.
Hearing The Flesh Get Torn Away.
Seeing The Color Red.
The Longer I Tear This Skin Away.
The More These Wounds Have Bled.
I Hold It Tight And Close To The Heart.
As I Quickly Tear Every Inch Of My Skin Apart.
I Have No Remorse Untill Im Laying In A Pool Of My Own Blood.
I Cannot Control Myself When I Scrape Away The Skin.
This Is Purley A Unstopable Addiction… And It Always Has Been.
Pain Is All I Need To Feel.
Prove To Me That These Nerves Are Real
My Skin Is Begging To Be Split Open
Tired Of Looking For Reasons To Bleed.
Shut Up Skin, And Beg Me For Pain!
The More Skin I Lose.. The More SatisFaction I Gain.
Dont Pretend To Care When Steel Hugs My Veins.
It’s My Only Coping Skill At The Same Time Gives Me Pain.
Blood Spits Out… It Puts A Wicked Smile On My Face.
Look What I Did.. Blood Splattered All Over The Place!
My Blood Has Already Dropped.
And I Gurantee These Cut Marks Cant Be Topped.
The Bloods Aready Dripped.
I Accidentley Hit The WRong Vein.. I Slipped.
The Vein Is Exploding Blood Like A Volcano Erupt.
My Blood Is Oozing and My Skin is Corrupt.
I Cant Go on Cuz Im Already Bleeding At the Heart.
All Thats Left Is For My Skin to Be Torn Apart.
SELF.SELF.SELF MUTILATION… CUT.CUT.CUT AWAY THE SKIN
Land Of My Skin
Copyright, Chad
Take This Knife From Out My Throat.
In Search Of Your Next Victim You Claim To Love.
Hatch Your Diseased Eggs In My Land Of Skin.
I Seperate My Hurt And Hate With The Needles And Pins.
You Disolved Everything Good In Me.
Im Addicted And Miserable As I Can Be.
Eatch Day I Multiply By Malice.
I Subtract My Happyess With My Calousness.
Sadness On A String.. Pulled At Random.
Rusted Nails Are Just Visions Of My Veins.
Beautiful Blooming Roses Rot In The Very Thought Of My Name.
Open Up..Show Me What This Is About.
While I Tear Your Fucking Heart Out!
You All Dance In The Land Of My Skin.
You All Sow And Stitch My Sadness Within.
Press Glass on This Skin Of Mine.
Unless I See Scars I Wont Ever Be Fine.
I Prove How Much I Really Cant Care.
With A HandFull Of Razors And Flesh Thats Been Cut Like Hair.
I See Blood On Everyones FingerTips.
I Hear My Flesh Tear As Your Hearts RIP.
Fuck This, Lets Open Up A Red Ocean.
Break The Skin.. Break This Skin.
Hatch Your Diseased Eggs In My Land Of Skin.
I Seperate My Hurt And Hate With The Needles And Pins.
You Disolved Everything Good In Me.
Im Addicted And Miserable As I Can Be.
Empty Bottles
Copyright, Chad
My Happyness Is Like A Raped Virgin.
Everything Pure Has Been Bruised.
I Love My Pain.
Blood Allows Me To Embrace.
The Mirror Shatters From This Ugly Face.
If Only I Wasnt Surrounded By Emptyness.
I Am So Feeble And Frail.
All Thats Beautiful Has Turned Dark And Pale.
Why Are These Cuts To The Bone?
Were Finally Together But Im Still Alone.
Im Not Allowd To Smile.
Im Not Allowd To Live.
Everyone HateS Me.. They Believe All They Hear.
I Have No One To Turn TO But Razors And Beer.
Im Forced To Fail, Im Never Given A Chance.
I Cant Take This Anymore.. As Blood Stains My Shirt And Pants.
Sow My Lips, Mute My Screams.
Tie Me Down, And Crush These Dreams.
Tired Of Pretending I Know How To Smile.
No More Pretending I Am Happy.
I Cannot Fake It Any Longer.
Everyday To You Is A Masquerade.
And Everyway My Insides Have Paid.
Now We Play.
Now You See Crimson, Now You See Red.
Now Im Bleeding For All You Have Said.
Empty Bottles Surround The Room.
I Lay On Them After THey’ve Been Broke.
I Swallow The Glass, For You I Choke.
Expressing How I Feel Only Got Me More Broken.
So I Hide My Pain Inside Without Words Being Spoken.
Every Single Person I Ever Asked For Help.
Was Too Fucking Busy And
Never Cared Enough About Me To Take A Fucking Minute Out.
Just Another Scar
Copyright, Chad
Arent I Such A Idol, The Popular One.
Funny How You All Cant Stand Me.. Say I’m Hated.
Yet everything I Say Or Do Is Copied And Immitated.
My sun has never risen, and my sun never sets.
and what do i expect thats all a unique person gets.
cancel me out for having dignity and balls to deny a crowd.
im my own self. but i accourding to GOD it isnt allowd.
you have nothing i want to hear.
Unless Its To Tell Me Your Choking On Your Own Betrayal.
Out To Just Infect Me And Make It Hurt Me Like A Rusted Nail.
Your Just Another Scar.
Your Just Another Scar On My Flesh.
Your Just Another Scar On My Skin.
Another Bleeding Hole From A War I Cant Win.
Your Just Another Stitch That Un-Tangles Itself in Time.
How Could I Ever Feel Anyone Elses Pain If No One Can Relate TO Mine?
This Ticking Time Bomb, But The Timer Never Ends.
It Auto-Repeats Itself, I Built This Out Of Deceit From My Friends.
Sometimes I Wish I Could Just Tie All My Enemies Down.
And Spit Out Every Lyric I Ever Wrote About What They Did TO Me.
Consume All My Pain And Bleed As Many Times My Skin Has Let Me.
Crucify My Prespective Because We Dont Meet Eye To Eye.
Yet Everyone Left You Because You Dont Listen, And You Wonder Why
I Never Forced Anyone To Do THIS OR THAT.
They Took There Own Paths That Ended Them Up To Where They Are Today.
So Crawl Back To Me And Im STILL FUCKIN EXPECTED TO Listen TO What You Gotta SAY!!!
Your Just Another Scar.
Your Just Another Scar On My Flesh.
Your Just Another Scar On My Skin.
Another Bleeding Hole Out Of A War I Cant Win.
Your Just Another Stitch That Un-Tangles In Time.
How Could I Ever Feel Anyone Elses Pain If No One Can Relate TO Mine?
Your All Just Scars On My Body.
Scars On My Heart And Skin.
To Remind Me In My Future What You Once Did.
Memories Of Time After Time Of The Torment I Was Put Through As A Kid.
RIP Nikki
Copyright, Chad
It’s Just Another Drop Of Blood… No Less Than A Tear.
It’s Empty Words I Always Listen Too… And My Expressions No One Hears.
A Hemhorage Strikes On My Skin…
My Blood Has Fallen…
Waiting… Always Waiting… Still Waiting For The Promises To Come True.
Waiting… Im Bleeding And Waiting… Waiting For My Wishes You Said Would Come True.
So Another Day Drowns Me Like A River Of Blood Of Another Thing You Said Would Happen. It Didn’t Happen.
I Fucking Believed It Because I Was So Saddend And Lonley That I Needed It… And You Swore It… It Wont Happen.
I Die Everyday… Tomorrow I Will Be Re-Born Only To Die Once Again.
Slowly My Stitches Unwind… Only For The Wound To Be Re-Opened And Stitched Again.
The Only Light Shed In My Life Is The Glare Off My Razor Blade.
So Stumble On Your Words To Force Me To Believe I Am Happy And Ok.
My Progress Has Malfunctioned From Your Murdering Words.
I Cannot Continue Off Of Silence And Broken Thoughts And Dreams.
Wicked Nightmares I Never Dreamt I’m Living Out… With Broken Stitches And Seams.
Angel Of Salvation Now Is Hatred Burnt Into My Mind.
Bugs And Spider Webs Spin And Crawl Up My Broken Spine I Broke Trying To Please You.
I Realise Im The Son That Was Ment To Be Aborted At Birth.
And Im Just The Reason For Scabs And Scars On Myself And On This Fucking Earth.
My Imperfect Ways Aren’t An Exscuse Enough So I Bleed Threw A Million Holes.
Broken Dreams. Swallowed Joy, Bleeding Trust… And Nothing But Failures For All My Goals.
Flickerings Lights Represent What My Eyes See When I Look Into Your Life.
So I Close Them And Feel The Point In My Back As I Feel Your Very Last Final Knife.
For Every Word and Manipulative Lie You Speak A Drop Of Blood Drops.
I Must Throw My Own Bones… Because No One Else Cares Enough Too.
I Must Slit My Own Breathing Airway While I Choking Till Im Blue.
Bath Me In Rivers Of Rust…
You Sedated Me! You Berated Me! You Hated Me! Reciprocated The Pain For Me! But You Still Love Great Me?
I Have No More Blood In My Veins To Pour Over This Matter.
So I Will Wait In This Darkness To Heal My Heart Only For You To Shatter. Again… Again… Again… Again… Again…
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