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Broken

Copyright Blake

im broken
you were the one person i cared for
one person i trusted
now its all gone
you make promises just to break them
dont you see my pain?
why dont you care
i thought at least you would
but i guess i was wrong
i have noone to live for now
noone to share, noone to help
im all alone
in udder darness
broken remembering your grace
your greatness
and i think of how much i failed you
how much i failed myself
why cant i just do something right
just one thing
even something little
god damn people preaching self pity
you just want attention
thats all i hear
you think i would do this for attention?
i dont need attention from any of you fucks
fuck you
im done

I’m Different

Copyright Blake

they say it works for everyone
they say i should be having fun
well it doesnt work for me
these pills to make me see
but im blind to all
i was born to fall
im differant
i have no place
a differant boy with a differant face
your couselors, your medications
i give you all my dedications
but i have no hope
im uncleaned by your soap
there is nothing left for me
im alone in this
give up, flee
when im gone i wont be missed
i walk around always pissed
nothing works
im just a shadow that lurks
it never has
it never will
work for me alone
im differant in every bone
and this is the place i call home

I Wish You Knew

Copyright Blake

he tells me to do it
she tells me to use that shit
he says medication
she says give some dedication
and take these pills for the rest of your life
they say i need all these things to be happy
it all just sounds sappy
i take the pills
i take the blade to my wrist
if i go will i be missed?
but all i really need is you
someone to see it through
someone to take off the glue
someone to take my blood
take the flood
where i once stood
you do all that.
you know where i sit and sat
you are the one to sit with this mess
but there is something i must confess
im in love with you
if only you knew
that night at taco bell it just flew
i know you are going to leave
but i hope i will not leav your sleeve
bplease dont make me a sport
i love you, i need you
i only wish you knew

Bloody Times

Copyright Blake

isnt it sweet?
a body without meat
the black blood
flows like a flood
the feeling of taking a life
hold them down and pull out a knife
bound and gagged
catch the one that lagged
stab 1,2,3,4
now whos keeping score
blade beaks through bones
blade enters easily into a heart made of stone
life leaves those cold eyes
the pleasure as well as despise
twist the blade deeper, deeper
for i am your keeper
the blood looks so good
coming from the one i love
i look to where we once stood
before i was told from above
lay in a pool of your blood
turning dirt to mud
put it in a pot
watch it boil
i wish you would have fought
but you wanted to spoil
me in play
with you
i have one thing to say
but i only wish i could

Dont Cry One Tear

Copyright Blake

im walking around wasting your time
now i know you wont be mine
i wake up crying
its just reminding
me of all of you
ive got better things to do
my lifes accomplishments are few
if only you knew
i have a little secret here
if you knew it would hurt like a spear
please hold me dear
you are the one i fear
but when you are near
i am filled with so much cheer
but when you walk away
i sit in my dismay
nothing gold can stay
alone, the darkness within
i am like a safety pin
in your heart
i want to restart
i will see you
when i do
but when i kill myself
dont cry one tear
the pain wont be sheer
the funeral will be pointless
i hate myself
i need to end this forsaken love

I Feel Safe

Copyright Blake

i always feel safe
but im scared anyway
im so scared of everywhere i go
i wish i would have let the blood flow
i am scared, i am all alone
darling please pick up the phone
i wish i could be like you
but my qualities are few
you, in your grace
i am lost in space
im so scared of what?
i dont know, but
im safe everyday
i need someone with me
someone who doesnt need to see
but just hold me, let me be
im responsible for this life
so why not end it with this knife?
ive tried for tiumes before
but nothing sharp enough to score
as i lay on the floor
blood drips out of me
in my eyes i have glee
i wish to die
no one understands why i cry
just be be there my love
you were sent from above

I’m Sorry

Copyright Blake

im so sorry
on these nights that are so starry
i feel so small
i need someone to help me stand tall
im sorry im so selfish
i want to help you but my problems getting in the way
i am so alone
my mind has never grown
i;m sorry i wish i was
all that you are
wish i could be happy
but im always sappy

Took Her Away

Copyright Blake

they say they want to help me
but put me down is all i see
things were starting to look better in school
but they played me like a fool
with her there things looked up
placed her in calss where troubles are
but that didnt go far
took her out of my classes
now alone again in the masses
these teachers, this school
the kids that are cool
its all a bunch of bullshit
they say im throwing a fit
well fuck you
if only you fucking knew
im tired of being alone here
but you play on that fear
took the only person who cares
separeted us by stairs
miserable again
when will it end?

Despair

Copyright Blake

i feel it coming back
calming down going back up
things were going good
until i was involved
i look at my arm today
is this ok?
today i turned my bathwater red
is this ok?
i know i am alone
is this ok?
i cannot do this alone
the scabs of past despair
over my wrists
the razor blades in my pocket
what will stop me from finishing me off?
knowing i will see her again
they wont let me see her
during my classes
thats to much for them
lame fucking excuses to keep her away
the despair i felt
when she came with a new
schedule, that night i
drenched my body in blood
take me back to mountain crest
thats a joke
ill never go back
thats a promise

Oppression

Copyright Blake

i walk through your halls
i walk through yor malls
my plkace isnt wanted
if i dissappeared it wouldnt matter
you people would just get fatter
yet while i stay
oppression is tuck at my bay
at school at home when im all alone
i cast a stare
say fuck you
my dfiance means nothing
in a brainwashed society
we have a small variety
system needs to be broken
but when myword is spoken
it falls on def ears
i am your fears
take a risk
take a stand hold your fist
high in the air
something thats rare

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