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Without You

Copyright Blake

Without you I would be alone in the darkness that never ends,
I would be trapped in the world without love and full of pain,
I would be back to looking for the love I never had,
I could never look back at the darkness,
I never want to see the sadness in your’ eyes again,
The life we live is unknowing,
yet the love we feel is never ending,
Without you I may never stop cutting,
With your’ love I may return to normal,
Your’ love could bring me to my knees in pain,
I wish you could see the pain that I’ve seen,
You could never deal with the pain i’ve seen,
You could never help with the lonlieness,
You can’t deal with what i’ve seen!
Yet you are still here waiting, and helping, loving me till the end,
You are the one that is stronger than me and stronger than pain,
You bring me the light and what i’ve always wanted you bring the joy in me out.

Come To Me

Copyright Blake

come to me
you are all i want to see
hold me darling, because im scared
scared of all around
will your soft grace pull me off the ground?
you, so perfect, so sweet
there is not one thing that could compete
lift me onto my feet
your beauty overwhelms
you’re an angel, ill burn in hell
you are my happiness, my life
you can take away this strife
your eyes amaze me
with all the ugliness they see
your lips so soft
your teeth so perfectly white
youre beauty shines through the night
your perfect body
the curves give me delight
so skinny, so hot
i could never think you’re not
you dont know how much you help me
someone perfect will never flee
you pull me off the ground
just by being around

No One There

Copyright Blake

As I lay alone in the dark
all I think of is your remark
I look out all day long
See how I dont belong
I cant fucking stand you people
Act like I am not there
Like I cant here you
No point
No one will care
No one will dare
To question why
So in my reply
I take this knife
Try to rid me of strife
Hold it to my wrists
As I make a fist
Get ready for relief
The cold blade touches my skin
I remember how I hurt within
Push down
Pull back
Think of all I lack
The blood now flows freely
Through my hands it flows
The red pool below me grows
I fall into my eternal sleep
The grace of relief is here for me to keep

Falling

Copyright Blake

I see it all falling down around me
I feel the pain
I try to stand but I am not strong
So will you help me?
I sit at home
Alone in my room
None to talk to
None to listen
I sit thinking to myself
All the people I have wronged
All the failure I have endured
Alone in utter darkness
Everywhere I go
I am in huge crowds
Yet I am still all alone
Preston jr. high not the place to be
Wherever you are is the place for me
So I sit down
I take this risk
I follow through and slit my wrist
No more pain no more failure
No more heartbreak
No more people
Blood will flow out
With it so does the sadness
What will this prove?
What will I benefit from this? Until I lose it all and Im gone

Day by Day

Copyright Blake

I see you day by day
We never stop to say hey
I love you
I need you
And I cant live without you
But do you see me
Do you know I exist?
Do you see the pain?
In my eyes when you look in my bliss
Is there nothing to gain?
I wish there was something I could say
Something I could do
So I wouldnt have to live without you
I see the light the potential you have
I see my failure and the futureless life
It makes me so sad
All I have is heartache and strife
With you its all taken away
With you I know what to say
With you Im happy
With you no thoughts of suicide

Happy for One Moment

Copyright Blake

This will never be
You can never be filled with glee
If one thing is going great
Others found new hate
Happiness will only come once for me
While I suffocate hanging from a tree
Right before I pull the trigger
As the pool of blood grows bigger
Wrists are slit
Throat grows thick
Happiness will come
Is this what I have become?
I try so hard
My efforts dont fill the card
You wont talk to me
It doesnt matter dont you see
when you’re sad Im sad
When you’re mad I’m mad
What I want will never last
I get one happy
Another one thinks Im crappy
I run around back and forth
Fucking up one relationship
Running to fix the next
How to end this text?
Its just my life
No happiness until I lose 2 certain people
And I end it all

You’re All Going To Die

Copyright Blake

I walk and see
But you dont notice me
I spit in your face
Because you are a disgrace
You are everything I hate
But you are what you are because of fate
For your fucking sake
Ill take your life
Rid us all of the strife
Im going to kill you
If its the last thing I do
i see you in every town
in every crowd
i will kill everyone of you
slit your throats is what ill do
ill light the world on fire
the burning bodies will inspire
kill the thoughts and feeling
throw them off the cieling
i want to just get away
from all of you i see
you’re going to die ill kill you in glee
in the burning light of you’re life
ill blow out the candle of you
you’ll feel the fury of my cries

Reputation Bullshit

Copyright Blake

you think you’re going to ruin your reputation
i say fuck the new sensation
do whatever the crowd does thats no reason bu just because
she makes me look bad so push her away
so i can be glad always worried about looks
they are just growing hooks
anerexia bulemia the media
websites called expedia
consumer wrecks is all society is
dont be a follower like these fucked up kids
i need to look good
i need to hide under this hood
i hate you people, why not live your life
when murder is cool you’ll be holding the knife
you run society our tv our schools
you’re all a bunch of fucking fools
look down on something differant from you and wonder why we want to shoot up your school
no one person is to blame
but the group is playing this game
just for some fucking fame you dont have to impress anyone
your popularity is your gun
i hate what you’ve done to our society its not that big of a deal to be hated
but living like you do, we’ll all be faded

Alone

Copyright Blake

im all alone
no one can hear my moan
i suck it all up
because i cant fill the cup
huge crowds, lots of people
still alone like on a steeple
sit alone in the dark
wish i had the courage to make a remark
i hold back all
i know i am to fall
my thoughts are always said to me
why cant you see
im talking to myself again
isnt anybody listening?
i want to make a mence
when i kill the light
when im out of sight
theres no differance there
just people who stare
why dont i give up i tried before but it wasnt enough
to slit my wrists, noone will notice
when im gone all my first tries were bogus
i want it to end
i cannot bend
why am i still here
i know its not fear
i want to end it all
noone will notice when i fall

I’m Wrong

Copyright Blake

you fucking people
are so high on your steeple
im so small
just here to take the fall
people that are closest to me
see my blood hit the floor and flee
friends, there just to make fun
why are you supprised im holding the gun?
i need to get done
im so wrong
i wish i could write just one song
the questions i raise
are not to put me in praise
but they say its just a phase
so when i pull the trigor
my face lit up with vigor
death on my mind
cold shiver runs down my spine
but to you im just fine
im sick of trying
parts of me are people buying
it leaves me crying
i fucked up my life
i want to end it now, take this knife
everyday i worsen my chances
under perfect-life circumstances
fuck this all
im done with this life
its time to take the final fall
with this grace
will it put me in my true place?

Disturbance

Copyright Blake

he disturbs me in my sleep
he can look like sheep
his evil within to keep
he is my shadow
he is always around me
what he wants i cannot see
a dark figure making me do things
he is giving me these feelings
he slips through my mind
just to see what he can find
am i imagining this?
is he just a part of my bliss?
no, he is real
i know how he feels
where di he come from?
he is crazy to some
he scares most
he is from hell, where he must roast
he gets through me
takes control with glee
makes me leave the house
he owns me, my thoughts
my emotions, my actions
make him go away
i want my life back that way

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