Nobody

Up

I’m 17 and have been self-injuring for three years.

Everyone will know about our affair tommorow
make this one last night memorable
turn up the music and set the mood
take off my shirt so gently
be carefull with me - i’m still so sore
on the bed now
feeling your cool body against my skin
once is never enough
ten, fifty, one hundred
delerious
who cares about tommorow?
who cares about what they think?
fuck my body
fuck my body
fuck my body
i feel i’m almost there
watch it
quivering with anticipation

the drop spills over and runs down my arm
crimson orgasm
you seduce me every time, mr. knife.