Jean
I’m jean, seventeen years old. I’ve been hurting myself since I was so little that I don’t even remember. My first cut was at ten years old.
I would rather have physical pain on the outside that I can understand, than the emotional pain on the inside that’s impossible to conceive.
The old scars were done two years ago, I was sent to hospital and got seven stitches. I want to feel peace and free. Don’t want to suffer any emotional pain anymore. They’re tearing me apart… I just want to be myself, why is it so hard? Why do people want to control me? Everything… Maybe SI’ing is a way to control myself. Only I can hurt “me”, not other people.
