Jane
I’ve been a self harmer since I was eleven and and now I’m nearly sixteen it’s just begun getting worse now though. I’m an english loving girl I adore poetry and writing stories and reading. I’ve been messed around a lot by love.
I got abused by someone who kept saying he loved me but never said it in person, he broke up with me after that night but a month later I got taken advantage of by someone. He used me for sex. I’m ashamed of what happened especially now seen as I’m engaged and people are starting to notice me more and people are trying to split me and my fiancee up.
But anyways I get the blame for everything in my house and it really annoys me because most of the time it isn’t even my fault.
I want to quit self harm but I can’t — not yet.