Cytherea

I think Psyke.org is a well done website. I wish I could do something to make others stop harming themselves. I sent you two pictures by the way, you can post them or not, it doesn’t make much of a difference.

I just wanted to do something, because even if I didn’t stop doing this to myself, I hope others will. Because I know it destroys you, and I know that it can be addictive. Even if there are still persons in this world that don’t understand it, maybe they’re ignorant or just naïve, I know that persons that understand exist. And they can support others in their struggle.

I don’t offer a solution for the pain, because if I had one I would be out of my pain also, but I feel that we need to do something about this, at least stop being judgemental, and try to understand persons with these problems. We can’t neglect the truth, and your site makes the problem obvious, and it’s sad that it keeps growing. It grows in me, and it ends up eating you alive.

Bathroom Blood

Had myself,
Now you killed that with a knife
Too bad hypocrisy is endless
And you try to steal all I was

Blood drips in the water
Where my soul drowns
Naked of you,
But filled by your hate

Look at yourself
While you destroy me
The bathroom surgery
Isn’t over…

I wash my hands of blood
And of you
Don’t try to bring me back,
You’re the one that killed me

The Sun fainted In my blackest vision
The night rose in my heart
Where no one can peer again

The Devil never sleeps
And the sorrow never wakes,
It’s all pretty in this nightmare,
Pretty blunt

My hopes fade in the curtains
Plastic illusions toy with my mind
My sickened trepidations
Break the sopoforic mirror