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I started cutting five years ago. At first cutting for me was like it was for most people, just an external realse of internal pain. Then slowly I developed my patterns and ways of cutting and my likes and dislikes, it became something I couldn’t live without. When I would try stopping it I could stop for a day or two then go back. It’s such an addictive behavior. I only wish I hadn’t started, but now I have, and I use what I can, when I need to, it’s a neverending cycle.