Catharina
I would like to share some pics of my SI. I started to self injure when I was fourteen years old. I didn’t start to cut right away, I started scratching, and then it elevated as my situation got worse and things started to happen in my life. I haven’t cut for a month now, but it’s really difficult not to. I hope people will change their mind after looking at the pictures at this site, I certainly would if I hadn’t already been addicted to it for over a year. The pictures is mostly my legs and thighs, I’m too afraid to cut my arms after a failed suicide, and I fear being caught cutting again. Well… That’s just it.. I hope I will manage to quit soon.
I want to get rid of this nightmare. I am destroying my family. I’ve been diagnosed with depression, and the people at the clinic says that it might be more because of my panic seizures, anxiety in public, and growing problems with food. I stopped SI’ing for over a month, and then I returned to it. But now I have no choice anymore, it’s quit or destroy your family. And my own mother told me that so… I have to tell… I’ve never felt so alone, suicidal, destructive, and “in the way”, in my whole life… I am wishing myself luck…
I want to thank you guys again for your excellent work! You are really helping people out! I have gotten a lot of useful information from your pages, and I don’t feel that alone anymore either.
