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Stephanie

Pleasure is Pain

Copyright, Stephanie

You ever wonder why we do the things we do? Next time look into my eyes when I cut and you will see why. Cutting stops everything. Sometimes I don’t even feel it. I just see the blood running down my arm and I get a rush just seeing it. I don’t do it just to get my family mad I do it because it makes me feel better. Everything that went wrong the days that I cut I just think of and thencut and it all goes away. When I cut it’s like there’s no one around when there is a crowd. I’m not saying don’t cut, but talk to people before you do because talking is the only true way to get rid of your problems.

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Copyright, Stephanie

Well, it all started when my parents divorced. I was 10 years old, now I’m 14. It started out as just a cry for help. I’d scratch my skin; and now, I’ve already tried to kill myself. I slit my wrists a little too far. So my message is, be strong, you’re not the only one.

 

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