Psyke.org

Sierra

Copyright, Sierra

Well, I have been a cutter for 6 years. I have truly wanted to stop and not be a cutter anymore. I cut deep one day and made a big gash on my arm. For a while that stopped me from wanting to cut myself. I went 3 months without cutting. I had never went that long before in my life. I held myself back from cutting myself a lot during that 3 months. I have realized that no matter how hard I try I can’t stop being a cutter. Even if I try to stop. The urges are still always going to be there no matter what I do. Cutting for me is addicting and is the best way for me to cope. I still battle the urge to cut myself each and everyday. It’s something that will haunt me until I reach my breaking point and take that final release.

 

Permanent location: http://www.psyke.org/personal/s/sierra