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Angie

A Letter

Copyright Angie

I have been cutting for three years. I stopped cutting one month ago and have been free of it since then. I have felt like cutting quite often, but thanks my trusted friend, Alexis, she stopped me from cutting.

If anyone needs to talk, anytime day or night I will be here to listen and help.

I know what it’s like to hit rock bottom, it never rains its pours. I love you all.

E-mail me at andrea@teenmail.co.za.

If you wanna talk about anything or if you just need a friend I am here. I really mean it.

Love always, Angie

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Copyright, Angie

I am 40 years old. Since 1987, I have taken 3 overdoses and the very last attempt was in 1993, when I shot myself.

I did not intend to live through that one. I really didn’t the others, but I wasn’t for sure. When I shot myself, I missed my heart by 1/2 inch. Wish I had been a better shot. I went through a lot of tremendous pain only to survive and have everyone think I am a dangerous fool. I have never had any intentions of harming anyone else. I just think my kids, my husband, and the rest of my family and the world would be better off without me. I am such a coward, I am searching for the most painless way to escape this madness I am feeling. I just want to lay down and go to sleep and never wake up. I pray every day that god take me in a terrible accident. I don’t want to live anymore!

 

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