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Mad

Copyright, Jeanie

I got pissed off and didn't know why.

All I know is I wanted to die.

In an attempt to release the anger inside.

I made a cut that I had to hide.

It worked so well but I didn't know,

It would become an addiction I couldn't control.

I tried so hard to stop this dangerous act.

But it seemed when I was mad I couldn't hold the knife back.

Now I have nightmares I'll cut to deep.

I won't stop bleeding and I'll die in my sleep.

I wish I could go back to that bad day I had.

So I could have thought about why I was mad.