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This is an archive of all the messages from the old suicide forum on ratatosk.net. All e-mail addresses have been stripped from the database.

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Nobody talks about being ugly as a reason for suic
Posted by MrB on Sun Aug 26 00:29:03 2001 (#800)

ide. Well I have been all my life. I've had a rhinoplasty and otoplasty both of which went pear-shaped, and everyone I speak to says that revisions only make things worse. I have acne scars on my nose which NO treatment will cure, despite the claims of so many fraudsters and cosmetic con-artists. I have never had a girlfriend, and probably never will have. And to top all this I think I may have prostate cancer as I am starting to have trouble going to the toilet. I am only 28. And my hair is starting to recede on 1 side, probably early because of all the stress I've had. What do I have to look forward to?

Funny how nobody ever mentions any of the above things when talking about suicide. It's like you can only consider it if you have a terminal illness or something. Well all of the above still cause your life to be utterly miserable. And when you go out somewhere, people look at you like you're some kind of freak just for walking down to the shops. (My left ear hangs out at the top thanks to an incomplete pin-back, looking worse than before, and my surgeon said it can't be fixed).

I know some people have far worse problems, but mine are still bad enough to cause me to just exist, and not have a life.

Thanks for listening. I will exhaust every possible method of fixing my problems before attempting the big 'S', but I know it's just a matter of time.

B

Re: Nobody talks about being ugly as a reason for
Posted by Alana on Sun Aug 26 00:41:03 2001 (#801)

My looks have alot to do with the crap I PUT myself through. Nothing quite like cellulite to cheer up a 17 year old girl.

Speaking for myself...looks mean nothing to me when searching for a soulmate. If you are a intense, and beautiful person on the inside, it won't matter. Looks fade, charm remains.

Smile for me please :^)

Alana

Re: Nobody talks about being ugly as a reason for
Posted by somebdy who feels tha same on Mon Aug 27 20:03:25 2001 (#805)

hi i dont know if ur some1 who posts under another name or if uve been here b4, or if ur ever coming back....but I'd like to talk to u, i really hate the way i look but most people think its "selfish" to be so stressed about that, i dont know why, becuz they never say anyhting about selfishness to the people who taunt me about it. id like 2 talk to u sometime email me if u see this Bloodflowers2k@hotmail.com or if u have yahoo my name is angel_with_scars plz email me it wud be grately appreciated

xxxxxxx

I love all of you!!!
Posted by Alana on Sun Aug 26 00:42:41 2001 (#802)

I must say..I love this board, and everyone on it.

Thanks for seeing me through the rough times. I hope that I was as much as a help to some of you that you were to me.

~Alana Banana~

Re: I love all of you!!!
Posted by bm on Sun Aug 26 18:13:52 2001 (#803)

even if i dont feel up to replying it helps reading the posts kinda feel your not alone in feeling so shity..