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Untitled by Maria I found out I was pregnant in the Fall of 1998. At the 5 and a half month period I discovered that my baby had a debilitating chromosomal disorder and I was given the choice of having an abortion. I choose the abortion. Since then I have often had thoughts of suicide. I have researched the topic to great extent on the internet and have found some very effective methods for killing myself. I am still waiting for someone to decide my life and wish that I can be diagnosed with some fatal disease. There is no worse pain than losing your child and having been the one to decide your child's death is something that I cannot live with. I wish I knew that I did it for my child but how can I ever know for sure? Suicide is the easiest way out. I wish to be able to kill myself and join my child whereever she may be. Top of page Webmaster: wulff@ratatosk.net |